Tonight was horrible and wonderful all in one. There was, of course, a lot of drama. But hey, when in my life is there not drama? Everyone came over to my house at like seven, seven thirty-ish, and everything was going just great. But then, my luck being so great, my heart started being a little bitch (*dumb bitch*). It hurt SOO much , more than I can remeber it hurting in a really long time. It was awful, I just layed there on the floor untill I felt that I could even move. Then I ended up having to go to the hostpital, and sit there for hours with my mom, Jeff, and my MOTHER!! She is such a BITCH. She was really rude the whole time, and she just always has this look of complete and utter emptiness on her face whenever I see her. It is absolutely depressing. I'm so glad that Jeffrey came with us to the hostpital, I swear, he is just absolutely amazing in every possible way. When we got back from the hostpital we were lying in my room on the floor and talking a little and I told him!! I told him that I love him!!! And he said it back, and oh, if you could have seen his face. I swear, if I had not been wrapped around him at that very moment I would have melted on the spot. I really do feel that I love him. He told me that he loves me THREE times tonight!! Oh, if it weren't for my damn heart and bitch of a mother, I could say that life is just spectacularly perfect. But I CAN say that this is about as close as it has ever been. Sure life has it's problems, but it's nothing that one cannot overcome. I'm beginning to see that is you can muster the strength to wait out the hard times, then there will be great times that follow that will make all the shit worth while. Yes, it is true, life is wonderful. I am as happy as I have ever been, and I am going to bed. XoXo. Bye.
Love always and forever,
Heather