Oh, I am so confused about Jeff, what the hell? He tells me that he loves me, but then Sara tells Schuler that Jeff said it, and now Schuler says, "Uh-oh, now hea's done with her. He got what he wanted." What kind of fucked up games are people trying to play here? I am really confused as to what I should think or do? I have no clue what to believe. I kinda tried to talk to Jeff about it, but he just gave me this kinda confused look and said he doesn't know what I'm talking about. What is that supposed to mean? I really wish that I could know what's going through his head. If I'm just a game, then what's the point? To hurt me? If it isn't true, why would Schuler lie to Sara and I? Why do people do things to worry other people out of their minds? I am so lost, I think I will talk to Schuler to see what the hell he meant by that. If that doesn't solve anything then I will demand some answers from Jeff. Oh please don't let this be a game. I care so much for him, I will just die if this is all a lie. Oh please, oh please.......

XoXo. Bye.

Love always and forever,

Heather