I am really, really bored. I am writing in my journal pointlessly to take up your time and my energy. Hahaha, aren't I just am evil little one. I have been doing a whole lot of research on cutting and self-injurous behavior. So I have been sitting here all day, every day, doing absolutely nothing except reading countless pages on why people cut themselves into tiny little bits. it's really interesting actually. I enjoy learning anything havingto do with psychology. It really interests me, especially the things that struggle with or have struggled with in the past. I guess I kind of do it in an attemp to better understand myself. But also because I really do enjoy it. Oh, I talked my counselor today, he really is a nice guy. And you will never guess. He's my little brother's counselor too!! He said that he would tell my little Benny-babe that I love him, and miss him and wanna hug and kiss him. Oh.... I miss him soooo much. But my mother won't let me talk to him. I think that she thinks that I am going to turn him into a little hellian. I really wish that I could see him. I would do anything to spend some time with him. Oh, as soon as he even mentioned Ben I started to cry, I rarely cry, but my baby brother is a sensetive issue for me. I miss him, I love him so much. He was like my best bud. Now I am just rambling, but when you think about it my point was to waste all of your time, so I have succeeded now haven't I? Well, I have to go anyhow, I still have work to do. I will write more later. XoXo. Bye.
Love always and forever,
Heather