*Crystal*
October 28, 2003 09:06 PM PST
Hey babe. I'm sorry that you're having some hard times lately, and I wish I could be there for you as a friend, but it seems like I've found out some very dissapointing things from alot of sources that you don't seem to appreciate me all that much. I'm sorry if I ever made you not like me at some point, or if I haven't been all that good of friend to you. I wish I could help you, because I know what you're feeling at times. I will never honestly know anything that anyone goes through because everyone is different, but I've been where you are, and I know that it's hell in a hand basket. I'm sorry that your mother has to be so cold hearted. I could feel her uncaring when I met her, and although my parents aren't that bad, the same thing is happening to me. With the whole getting kicked out thing. I'm grateful for your friendship. I know that you wouldn't consider me a friend because of concerning events, but for those hours that I talked to you, and you listening to me, and those days that we hung out, they meant alot to me. And just maybe the reason why you think Sara is stealing your style and personality is because you guys spend alot of time together, and you compliment eachother. You pick up alot of things about eachother, and you grow. I thought the same thing about my friend for awhile, but I just realized that we're friends, and we tend to grow off of eachother. You're a product of your environment. Well, I'm glad you're the person you are, and I'm glad that you're so unique. I just wish you wouldn't dislike me so much for reasons I don't quite understand. Well, all I can say is I care about you, and I wish you the best! XOXO Love, Crys |
